I dunno how to say this.

[xp_wildchild]

Before anyone gets all up in my case, this isn't easy to try to figure out what to say, and I'm gonna try to get people in person too. If I forget anyone it's not because I'm being any more of an ass then I was, it's just a long damn list of people I need to go apoligize to, and I have these things called classes that I gotta go to, and about 600 essays.

On top of the three I gotta do extra now. Gee, thanks, Sam. Man, where the heck IS Prague anyway? (No, totally don't really answer that. I'll look it up.)

I think it's pretty well known that I don't like Tommy. He doesn't like me much either, and mutual loathing's worked pretty well so far.

But, yeah, thinking about it, I don't have any more right to tell him who he can be friends with any more than anyone's got the right to tell me that, and I shoulda known better, considering, and I'm a big giant stinky hypocrite.

For anyone not clued in as to why I should know better, I dated a guy, Jay, that'd be Paige and Sam's little brother, for a while. If noboby has the right to tell me I can't date who I want, then I don't have the right to tell Tommy he can't have friends.

Look, the dogboy can be taught a new trick. "Sit. Stay. Don't be a hypocrite."

Anyway.

I think this is the longest post I've done ever and I'm running out of things to say because I'm having a hell of a time figuring out how to explain that I shouldn't have gone off all rabid, and I'd rather do the personal apoligizing in person.

Comments

[x-skin.livejournal.com]

If I'm one of the people, you don't have to as far as I'm concerned. But if Sam says different, or if you want to, you know where to find me.

And I'll show you some of the stuff we've got on the situation in Prague down here.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Sam didn't give me a list or anything - he just gave me a talking to and, uh, suggested pretty hard that there were some essays I needed writing. Damn history teachers.

The apoligizing is all me.

Hey, anything to make one of these easier. Right now I'm just staring at CNN and it's not really very helpful.

[x-cable.livejournal.com]

Angelo, if Kyle wants, you can just let him into that portion of the database. Kyle, everything we've got is fairly well-organized. I have a very efficient staff. Shouldn't be hard to pull out what you want/need. We've even got a historical background file I drew up myself.

[x-skin.livejournal.com]

There you go, then. Kyle, come on down whenever you've got the time.

[x-forge.livejournal.com]

If you want to feel helpful, bring me whatever you can find on Prague. I figure if you can distill the information down into Kyle-speak, it'll be simple enough to go on some informational HeliX flyers.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I can do that once I'm done everything else today. Might not be until this evening. I've got a big list of crap I need done first.

[x-cyclops.livejournal.com]

I think, Kyle, as poorly thought out as your post yesterday was, this is going to the exact opposite end of the spectrum. It's honest, it's straightforward, and it demonstrates a lot of self-awareness. I think you should be proud of yourself for this response.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

No offense, Mr. Summers, but I think I'll stick with trying not to be all grrgrrargh like I was yesterday, and not have to write any more of these.

[x-cyclops.livejournal.com]

Hey, did I suggest otherwise? It's a good strategy.

And having had to write a few similar things myself in the past... yeah, I certainly understand the desire to avoid them.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm not really a fan of feeling like I ate a bunch of concrete for breakfast, and I'm double not a fan of pissing off my friends or upsetting the new people.

[x-firestar.livejournal.com]

All I can say is yaay to this post.

So, yaay.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Yaay enough that I don't have to eat lunch alone anymore? Please? Because that sucked and I'm not a fan.

[x-firestar.livejournal.com]

Yeah, all is forgiven. My temper is, well, kinda well suited to my power, really. Flares up really, really hot but dies down quick as well.

So, yeah, lunch.

[x-rictor.livejournal.com]

Be glad she talked me down from tasering.

You confuse the hell out of me sometimes, guero, bt you appologised like a man. I am impressed.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Somebody once told me that you can't stop yourself from screwing up, but you can man up and admit it when you do, and do your very damnest not to do it again.

Not that I have any idea who the heck said that, but I remember hearing it.