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I'm literally writing this in an uber, so like.
Okay that's a lie I wrote most of this on the plane, I'm editing it in the uber.
Couple of weeks ago I lost my temper on the journals. I am not doing okay. Not because I lost my temper - well, not just because I lost it but I guess that is part of it.
I've been at short ends for months. Anyone who has been in the Danger Room with me has seen it. I think if I tried to explain why it would take up a lot of space here. I also don't think I want to explain why.
I just want to apologize for losing my temper. I let down people who trusted me not to fly off the handle or say some extremely stupid things that made this place feel unsafe.
I have talked to people I trust about what happened. You know who you are. I'm doing too much for one guy and I am going to take a breather from some of it. Not quit - I promised not quitting, but setting limits and making sure I am not the only guy doing all the things I was trying to do. Even once I get better mental health.
No amount of editing is going to make this any better so I'm posting it imperfectly. I've already edited it enough times that this uber driver is getting a pretty big tip because we are siting outside Kirby's and I asked him to wait a couple minutes. He's a good dude.
Okay that's a lie I wrote most of this on the plane, I'm editing it in the uber.
Couple of weeks ago I lost my temper on the journals. I am not doing okay. Not because I lost my temper - well, not just because I lost it but I guess that is part of it.
I've been at short ends for months. Anyone who has been in the Danger Room with me has seen it. I think if I tried to explain why it would take up a lot of space here. I also don't think I want to explain why.
I just want to apologize for losing my temper. I let down people who trusted me not to fly off the handle or say some extremely stupid things that made this place feel unsafe.
I have talked to people I trust about what happened. You know who you are. I'm doing too much for one guy and I am going to take a breather from some of it. Not quit - I promised not quitting, but setting limits and making sure I am not the only guy doing all the things I was trying to do. Even once I get better mental health.
No amount of editing is going to make this any better so I'm posting it imperfectly. I've already edited it enough times that this uber driver is getting a pretty big tip because we are siting outside Kirby's and I asked him to wait a couple minutes. He's a good dude.
