I dunno how to say this.

[xp_wildchild]

Before anyone gets all up in my case, this isn't easy to try to figure out what to say, and I'm gonna try to get people in person too. If I forget anyone it's not because I'm being any more of an ass then I was, it's just a long damn list of people I need to go apoligize to, and I have these things called classes that I gotta go to, and about 600 essays.

On top of the three I gotta do extra now. Gee, thanks, Sam. Man, where the heck IS Prague anyway? (No, totally don't really answer that. I'll look it up.)

I think it's pretty well known that I don't like Tommy. He doesn't like me much either, and mutual loathing's worked pretty well so far.

But, yeah, thinking about it, I don't have any more right to tell him who he can be friends with any more than anyone's got the right to tell me that, and I shoulda known better, considering, and I'm a big giant stinky hypocrite.

For anyone not clued in as to why I should know better, I dated a guy, Jay, that'd be Paige and Sam's little brother, for a while. If noboby has the right to tell me I can't date who I want, then I don't have the right to tell Tommy he can't have friends.

Look, the dogboy can be taught a new trick. "Sit. Stay. Don't be a hypocrite."

Anyway.

I think this is the longest post I've done ever and I'm running out of things to say because I'm having a hell of a time figuring out how to explain that I shouldn't have gone off all rabid, and I'd rather do the personal apoligizing in person.

Comments

[x-cyclops.livejournal.com]

I think, Kyle, as poorly thought out as your post yesterday was, this is going to the exact opposite end of the spectrum. It's honest, it's straightforward, and it demonstrates a lot of self-awareness. I think you should be proud of yourself for this response.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

No offense, Mr. Summers, but I think I'll stick with trying not to be all grrgrrargh like I was yesterday, and not have to write any more of these.

[x-cyclops.livejournal.com]

Hey, did I suggest otherwise? It's a good strategy.

And having had to write a few similar things myself in the past... yeah, I certainly understand the desire to avoid them.

[x-wildchild.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm not really a fan of feeling like I ate a bunch of concrete for breakfast, and I'm double not a fan of pissing off my friends or upsetting the new people.